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Rated X
Trevonne & Darien
" Fooling Myself"
Trevonne
It's been eight months ago to the day since I started sleeping with my best friend Jazzlyns boyfriend Darien. I know how it sounds...I'm a bitch, a whore, what kind of friend would do something like this and have the nerve to call themselves a persons best friend ? I understand. I've thought the very same things about myself, sometimes going days without seeing Darien and then out of the blue he'll send me a text message.
"I need to see you today. Holla at me."
What kind of message is that? No romance, innocuous , just nothing....but the minute I see it and know Darien sent it,my panties are dripping wet. I'll be honest and say this, I'm the one who came on to him initially, but if he didn't really like me would we still be seeing each other eight months later? I've asked Darien where did he see things headed for us and his reply was no more than I've come to expect from him..." Aint no "us" Tre! You better quit trippin' and get this dick while I'm in the mood to give it to your ass!"
"Trevonne would you like to join us for lunch today?" My co worker asked snapping me back to reality. " Oh thanks for asking. I'd really love to but I have some errands I need to take care of during my lunch break. Maybe later this week." I told her. Knowing damn well the only errand I had was meeting Darien at my place for a lunch time quickie. It had been a while since Darien had come by because Jazzlyn had been home for the last week due to spring break so anytime I'd seen him lately had been with her there. I swear to God I love my best friend but with all the complaining she did about Darien, when would she finally see he wasn't any good for her and just leave him!
I know it sounds stupid of me to say, but I really feel like I could be good for Darien. If he wanted to go back to school or just take his time deciding where he wanted to work in order to be happy, I'd be patient with him. Ride or die as they say. If Jazzlyn would just break up with him Darien and I could really have a chance at something eventually.
I grabbed my purse and left the building. I still had to run by Wing Stop to pick Darien up lunch. He'd basically said he wasn't going to come over if I wasn't bringing lunch. Why I put up with this bullshit ass situation I got myself into is beyond me. All I know is that after being with Darien, it was hard to go back to the other few men I slept with on occasion. For all his arrogance and shit talking,that brotha knows how to lay the pipe on me. I don't want any other man.
I scrambled into my duplex juggling Dariens huge soda and box of 32 wings and the sad thing is when I laid eyes on him laying on my couch with his shirt off, holding my remote and smiling at me...it made it all worth it because this is where I wanted him to be. With me.
"Hi" I said all smiles " Hi yourself" Darien said laughing at me. " Why do you look like you're surprised to see me. You did invite me over here and leave me a key right?" Darien said with a smirk. " I know I'm just glad to see you. Sometimes when you say you're coming by I get all excited to see you and then you don't show." I said pouting "So I'm just happy to see you." I said plating up his food and bringing it into the living room.
" Yea it does happen but you know what's up Tre, if my lady calls and she needs me at home I have to go. I shouldn't have to explain that to you. After all she's your best friend." Darien said giving me a stern look.
" I know Darien. "
" Well why are you bringing shit up then Tre? I could come over here and kick it with you more than I do but you read too much into shit. I mean, is this getting to be more than you can handle? Please don't say you're catching any feelings for me other than sexual feelings because if so imma leave now Tre...what's the deal ? Tell me right now." Darien said standing up to leave.
" Darien I can handle this. I know you aren't leaving Jazzlyn to be with me so stop tripping." I said trying to sound convincing to Darien when I really wanted to scream at him "Of course I want you to leave her you idiot!" But I couldn't do that. I walked into this situation with my eyes wide open with Darien...a fact he never let me forget for a minute.
" So I know your greedy ass is going to share some of those wings with me right? After all I am the one on my lunch break! " I said laughing and to change the subject. I don't want to argue with Darien today. Just enjoy myself.
" Hell yea come get some of these wings girl." Darien said with a smile,the deep dimple in his left check was calling me to come lick it. " Actually I was going to see if you could stay home the rest of the day? Jazz is actually in a three day training before school starts back up from break." Darien said munching on his wings." Really I thought school was in session? "
" No training Wednesday,Thursday and Friday regular classes start back up on Monday" Darien said." So if you have the time to kick it, so do I."
As of late Darien always had time to " kick it" since the only career he had at the time was drawing an unemployment check and lying to Jazzlyn about looking for a job. There were plenty of jobs still available,hell I met Darien at work! So I know for damn sure he knows how to get a job and do it well. I think he just gets bored easily. He's mentioned several times wanting to work in another field he just doesn't know what he really wants to do. Even though he has a degree in social work just like I do. I really think if he had the right woman to motivate him, he'd do better. Someone to just totally support his dreams. Unlike Jazzlyn who to me, is just worried about him bringing in a check instead of him being able to do something that makes him happy.
" OK,all I need to do is make a few calls. When I got back from lunch I was going to be in the field anyways doing home visits so I can cover the rest of the afternoon easily." I said already planning what I was going to call in and tell the main office.
I went to my bedroom and made a few calls to the office letting them know I'd be doing a few home visits in several of the neighboring counties and wouldn't be in the remainder of the day. Then I changed out of my work clothes and threw on a tank top and the cutest booty shorts I owned. Whenever Darien is hitting it from the back he always compliments me on my ass. So I might as well give him a show I thought. I combed my hair up into a neat ponytail, my stylist does a wonderful job! Hooking me up with damn near undetectable weave. If you did notice it was a weave it just meant your ass is looking too damn close !
I went back into the living room and Darien had damn near ate all the wings "Here I saved you some." Darien said sliding the box towards me " You called the job?" " I sure did" I said smiling and started to eat some lunch. " Find us something good to watch" I said "No sports please." I said rolling my eyes at him. Darien laughed, he had a habit of locking my flat screen down with ESPN when he came by.
Dariens cell phone rang and he reached into his jeans to answer " Hey baby, nothing just relaxing right now. Damn Jazz I looked on the job sites you left for me earlier. I'm done for the day. Look I appreciate you doing it for me baby but I'm grown and don't need you job hunting for me." Darien said irritation creeping into his voice.
I pretended like I was watching T.V. and eating not paying their conversation any mind but I was all in their business! It seemed like every time they got into it and Darien was pissed of with Jazzlyn, our time together was even more special. So even though I know it's wrong... I hope my girl Jazzlyn works his nerves overtime! Hell I've been waiting on this dick three weeks now . I'm so ready I don't know what to do with myself!
Darien
I looked over at Trevonne who was trying to pretend she wasn't listening. Jazzlyn was talking my ear off about applying for jobs I knew I had no intention of looking into. I got up and walked into Trevonnes bedroom." Look Jazz, I already told you I did all I'm going to do today. Why are you constantly on me?"
" Darien baby how am I on you? I just want you to be looking for a decent job not relying on an unemployment check...those do run out you know. What are you going to do when that happens?"
" Just the way you always bringing it up, damn baby a nigga aint trying to hear that all day, every day. The shit gets old as hell ." I said my voice sounding every bit as aggravated as I felt.
"OK Darien I'll leave it alone,baby you know I'm just on you because I love you. I know you've talked about going back to school and even if you want to do that I support you, as long as you're doing something with yourself baby. I think way too much of you not to say anything and it's been eight months already. I love you but you need a plan baby. Look I have to get back into training we just had a break, I just wanted to hear your voice...you better have wanted to hear mine too...even if I am nagging." Jazzlyn said laughing.
" It's all love baby. I know you're saying it because you love me. That's actually one of the things I love about you ."
"Am I going to see you tonight?"
" Of course. I'll see you tonight, I'll be at your place by the time you get home. I'll even start dinner since you're at work. Love you."
I laid back on Trevonnes bed thinking about Jazzlyn and our conversation. What the fuck am I doing laid up at her best friends house? Trevonne got a fat ass but me and the Lord know....other than that, I'm not attracted to her on any other level. I know it sounds crazy as hell given what I'm over here about to do...shit been doing the last eight months but only me and the Lord above know how much I love Jazzlyns ass. When I know I'm doing wrong I sure can bring up the Lord can't I? Sometimes I just do stupid immature shit. If I'm really honest,sometimes I love Jazzlyn so much it scares me...she scares.
I just have this feeling in my gut she's going to wake up one morning and look at me and wonder what the fuck she's doing wasting her time with me?
Rated X
Trevonne & Darien
" Fooling Myself"
Trevonne
It's been eight months ago to the day since I started sleeping with my best friend Jazzlyns boyfriend Darien. I know how it sounds...I'm a bitch, a whore, what kind of friend would do something like this and have the nerve to call themselves a persons best friend ? I understand. I've thought the very same things about myself, sometimes going days without seeing Darien and then out of the blue he'll send me a text message.
"I need to see you today. Holla at me."
What kind of message is that? No romance, innocuous , just nothing....but the minute I see it and know Darien sent it,my panties are dripping wet. I'll be honest and say this, I'm the one who came on to him initially, but if he didn't really like me would we still be seeing each other eight months later? I've asked Darien where did he see things headed for us and his reply was no more than I've come to expect from him..." Aint no "us" Tre! You better quit trippin' and get this dick while I'm in the mood to give it to your ass!"
"Trevonne would you like to join us for lunch today?" My co worker asked snapping me back to reality. " Oh thanks for asking. I'd really love to but I have some errands I need to take care of during my lunch break. Maybe later this week." I told her. Knowing damn well the only errand I had was meeting Darien at my place for a lunch time quickie. It had been a while since Darien had come by because Jazzlyn had been home for the last week due to spring break so anytime I'd seen him lately had been with her there. I swear to God I love my best friend but with all the complaining she did about Darien, when would she finally see he wasn't any good for her and just leave him!
I know it sounds stupid of me to say, but I really feel like I could be good for Darien. If he wanted to go back to school or just take his time deciding where he wanted to work in order to be happy, I'd be patient with him. Ride or die as they say. If Jazzlyn would just break up with him Darien and I could really have a chance at something eventually.
I grabbed my purse and left the building. I still had to run by Wing Stop to pick Darien up lunch. He'd basically said he wasn't going to come over if I wasn't bringing lunch. Why I put up with this bullshit ass situation I got myself into is beyond me. All I know is that after being with Darien, it was hard to go back to the other few men I slept with on occasion. For all his arrogance and shit talking,that brotha knows how to lay the pipe on me. I don't want any other man.
I scrambled into my duplex juggling Dariens huge soda and box of 32 wings and the sad thing is when I laid eyes on him laying on my couch with his shirt off, holding my remote and smiling at me...it made it all worth it because this is where I wanted him to be. With me.
"Hi" I said all smiles " Hi yourself" Darien said laughing at me. " Why do you look like you're surprised to see me. You did invite me over here and leave me a key right?" Darien said with a smirk. " I know I'm just glad to see you. Sometimes when you say you're coming by I get all excited to see you and then you don't show." I said pouting "So I'm just happy to see you." I said plating up his food and bringing it into the living room.
" Yea it does happen but you know what's up Tre, if my lady calls and she needs me at home I have to go. I shouldn't have to explain that to you. After all she's your best friend." Darien said giving me a stern look.
" I know Darien. "
" Well why are you bringing shit up then Tre? I could come over here and kick it with you more than I do but you read too much into shit. I mean, is this getting to be more than you can handle? Please don't say you're catching any feelings for me other than sexual feelings because if so imma leave now Tre...what's the deal ? Tell me right now." Darien said standing up to leave.
" Darien I can handle this. I know you aren't leaving Jazzlyn to be with me so stop tripping." I said trying to sound convincing to Darien when I really wanted to scream at him "Of course I want you to leave her you idiot!" But I couldn't do that. I walked into this situation with my eyes wide open with Darien...a fact he never let me forget for a minute.
" So I know your greedy ass is going to share some of those wings with me right? After all I am the one on my lunch break! " I said laughing and to change the subject. I don't want to argue with Darien today. Just enjoy myself.
" Hell yea come get some of these wings girl." Darien said with a smile,the deep dimple in his left check was calling me to come lick it. " Actually I was going to see if you could stay home the rest of the day? Jazz is actually in a three day training before school starts back up from break." Darien said munching on his wings." Really I thought school was in session? "
" No training Wednesday,Thursday and Friday regular classes start back up on Monday" Darien said." So if you have the time to kick it, so do I."
As of late Darien always had time to " kick it" since the only career he had at the time was drawing an unemployment check and lying to Jazzlyn about looking for a job. There were plenty of jobs still available,hell I met Darien at work! So I know for damn sure he knows how to get a job and do it well. I think he just gets bored easily. He's mentioned several times wanting to work in another field he just doesn't know what he really wants to do. Even though he has a degree in social work just like I do. I really think if he had the right woman to motivate him, he'd do better. Someone to just totally support his dreams. Unlike Jazzlyn who to me, is just worried about him bringing in a check instead of him being able to do something that makes him happy.
" OK,all I need to do is make a few calls. When I got back from lunch I was going to be in the field anyways doing home visits so I can cover the rest of the afternoon easily." I said already planning what I was going to call in and tell the main office.
I went to my bedroom and made a few calls to the office letting them know I'd be doing a few home visits in several of the neighboring counties and wouldn't be in the remainder of the day. Then I changed out of my work clothes and threw on a tank top and the cutest booty shorts I owned. Whenever Darien is hitting it from the back he always compliments me on my ass. So I might as well give him a show I thought. I combed my hair up into a neat ponytail, my stylist does a wonderful job! Hooking me up with damn near undetectable weave. If you did notice it was a weave it just meant your ass is looking too damn close !
I went back into the living room and Darien had damn near ate all the wings "Here I saved you some." Darien said sliding the box towards me " You called the job?" " I sure did" I said smiling and started to eat some lunch. " Find us something good to watch" I said "No sports please." I said rolling my eyes at him. Darien laughed, he had a habit of locking my flat screen down with ESPN when he came by.
Dariens cell phone rang and he reached into his jeans to answer " Hey baby, nothing just relaxing right now. Damn Jazz I looked on the job sites you left for me earlier. I'm done for the day. Look I appreciate you doing it for me baby but I'm grown and don't need you job hunting for me." Darien said irritation creeping into his voice.
I pretended like I was watching T.V. and eating not paying their conversation any mind but I was all in their business! It seemed like every time they got into it and Darien was pissed of with Jazzlyn, our time together was even more special. So even though I know it's wrong... I hope my girl Jazzlyn works his nerves overtime! Hell I've been waiting on this dick three weeks now . I'm so ready I don't know what to do with myself!
Darien
I looked over at Trevonne who was trying to pretend she wasn't listening. Jazzlyn was talking my ear off about applying for jobs I knew I had no intention of looking into. I got up and walked into Trevonnes bedroom." Look Jazz, I already told you I did all I'm going to do today. Why are you constantly on me?"
" Darien baby how am I on you? I just want you to be looking for a decent job not relying on an unemployment check...those do run out you know. What are you going to do when that happens?"
" Just the way you always bringing it up, damn baby a nigga aint trying to hear that all day, every day. The shit gets old as hell ." I said my voice sounding every bit as aggravated as I felt.
"OK Darien I'll leave it alone,baby you know I'm just on you because I love you. I know you've talked about going back to school and even if you want to do that I support you, as long as you're doing something with yourself baby. I think way too much of you not to say anything and it's been eight months already. I love you but you need a plan baby. Look I have to get back into training we just had a break, I just wanted to hear your voice...you better have wanted to hear mine too...even if I am nagging." Jazzlyn said laughing.
" It's all love baby. I know you're saying it because you love me. That's actually one of the things I love about you ."
"Am I going to see you tonight?"
" Of course. I'll see you tonight, I'll be at your place by the time you get home. I'll even start dinner since you're at work. Love you."
I laid back on Trevonnes bed thinking about Jazzlyn and our conversation. What the fuck am I doing laid up at her best friends house? Trevonne got a fat ass but me and the Lord know....other than that, I'm not attracted to her on any other level. I know it sounds crazy as hell given what I'm over here about to do...shit been doing the last eight months but only me and the Lord above know how much I love Jazzlyns ass. When I know I'm doing wrong I sure can bring up the Lord can't I? Sometimes I just do stupid immature shit. If I'm really honest,sometimes I love Jazzlyn so much it scares me...she scares.
I just have this feeling in my gut she's going to wake up one morning and look at me and wonder what the fuck she's doing wasting her time with me?
